Candyaudioline's Fine (I Guess?)

hello everyone...

bad trip... bitin tulog ko... 5am na pa lang pala...

it seems that candyaudioline's still intact. at least that's what i think based on what one of my pillow mates told me last night about a text message he received from our current vocalist that she'll be singing this weekend. although she did text me a few hours later that she'll not be able to make it... "... i can't be with you guys this sat, work is at my heels. hope you understerstand... next week will be better..." so goes her message... i'm still at a lost honestly... what if the line "i won't be able to be with us this saturday" meant that she can't hang-out with us and not sing with candyaudioline?

last tuesday, early morning, she texted me that she'll be with us this weekend. i asked her if she is still going to sing for the band... she replied with another text message pertaining to a yet to be sent message which she was supposed to send last night but wasn't able to... for almost two weeks now i'm so anxious to know as to which is which... will she or won't she...

oh well, i can still wait... for now... dennis is busy with work, kel is readying himself for this saturday's moonstar88 gig wherein he'll be sessioning as drummer. i think they'll be having a practice tonight. as for arjay, i've no idea as to what he is busy with these days but he was a bit under the weather last sunday and monday... we did talk over the phone last night and i adviced him to ready himself for this saturday's moonstar88 gig for i'll be having him as one of my crew... as for me, i'm still so depressed... inspite of the fact that i've been very busy with work. i'm also concentrating on soft pillow kisses. i got sick last tuesday until last night. now i'm looking foward to a very busy friday and saturday... then in the next two weeks i will be much more preoccupied with work related things...

i guess i just have to go to sleep again. but first another post regarding "back-ing out" buzz night bands...

"... is this the end of me? God in heaven help me..." - this one's a sampled line off a carter usm song... i forgot the title...