can't sleep... keep thinking about lots of things... and it bothers me to think that... ah never mind... still can't figure out how to use this damn program anyway...

we're in the middle of march and i still haven't found a cheap means of getting our ep out... oh well, maybe it's not yet time... or maybe i'm not trying hard enough... what if i die later, tomorrow or a week from now... what would become of my work... now i'm depresed!!!

oh well, there are few good things to look forward to... tuesday's gig is one, also a pulp article about candyaudioline which i am cynically looking forward to, that long delayed candyaudioline website, the black saturday gig in subic with almost all of the backbeat bands (parokya ni edgar, cheese, moonstar88 & kamikazee... wish hammilan and the youth could make it) and yes that summerslam gig - i hope by this time i've written a new song that would blow all our other songs away, which leads me to the issue of my not having written a song for more than a year now... i was able to write some but mostly throaways... but wait, when i did "better view" for candy and "beneathe the glare" for pillow, i kinda considered them as "hilaw" or "walang patutunguan" items... maybe i'm just putting to much pressure on myself...

oh well... today's monday, tomorrow's tuesday...GIG TIME is always a GOODTIME for me!!!