------Allan dear, there's a big difference between "not wanting to become a part" and "getting kicked out."
"not wanting to become a part" - this is a result of your texting selana bout what you felt about what i said to you that night without even asking me if i did meant what i said that night. in all honesty, wala sa akin yun. if i really meant that, hindi na kita pinagbigyan sa request mong kumain pa tayo sa timog... i learned nalang about it nung ikinuwento sa akin ni selena at nang tanungin nya ako kung pinag-quit kita... nagulat nga pala ako. sabi ko pa nga sa kanya "ah kaya pala nya kinukuha yung bass at yung guitar nya..." if you know me, d ganun ang style ko... there are only 2 ways that i do if i'm going to kick someone out of the band. one is d ko papaalam sa kanya na tanggal na sya and the other is i'll say it to him/her directly... kung yung ginawa/pagaalaska mo nung gabing yun ang dahilan para alisin kita sa banda eh ang babaw ko naman at lalabas naman akong napaka-insecure...
the only one who kicked someone out of the band is you so don't point a finger at me... a suggestion is different from a desicion both in spelling and in meaning meaning...
------You admitted it yourself when you didn't protest that time when I texted you that "it wasn't my decision." And then I read this on the blog: “..or even those who don't want to be a part anymore of this truly unique yet often misunderstood entity called candyaudioline...”--which, you said so yourself, was directed at me. Now, you claim that it was just a "sarcastic suggestion." Can't you be more consistent than that?
kasi nga, hindi ka man ang gumagawa ng paraan na kausapin ako tungkol sa bagay na ito. you could've aked me it i was serious when i said those words.
as i've said it was a sarcastic suggestion at that time so how can i not be consistent... kung si lara nga nung sabihan ko (that time i really meant it at nandun kayo) mag-death by tampon cya kasi nga nagawa nyang tablahin yung pillow on gig night mismo eh naki-usap agad sa akin para i clear yung situation nya... ikaw, nag-text ka kaagad kay selena... nakuwento ko nga kay charles nung isang araw at nagulat sya sa naging decision mo because the whole time he thought na nag-aasaran lang tayo...
uulitin ko lang, "- not guilty... i suck strickly according to my recollections of what transpired last night based on others things that happened in the past..."
kilala mo sarili mo ayn... kung etong entry nga na ito na muntik mo ma-misinterpret "been very busy for the past few days with work... also, i haven't gotten over the death of FPJ... i'm also having problems with 2 bands of mine, one lacks a drummer while the other... i'm being forced to look for a new bassist...
for the last time, wala pa akong tinatanggal sa candy epro kung gusto mong panindigan ang lahat eh wala na akong magagawa... i've stated my point, kung mag mga items ako na di ko nasama which would prove my case, ok lang... selena is right, this is an issue which we should settle personally but i will not be the one to make the first move...
oo nga pala, so far sobrang happy pa rin ng 2005 ko...
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