It's Just So Hard To Understand...

this has nothing to do with my bands... it's just a personal rant of sorts...

why do some people get what they don't deserve?

actually i know a lot of people who i think, based on how i know them, seems to get on life easily... i just don't get it... i pity the poor souls who work their butts out for these loathesome assholes so that they'd look good and live well... often times i really feel cheated everytime i get to witness such a situation, even i at times get to be in such a predicament... but what can we do? eventhough we want to correct things, it seems that such a situation will always favor those bastards, no matter what...

your capability to correct things will always be hampered by your capacity to understand but in most cases it's more of surrendering to the fact that, it's the way it is supposed to be for the mean time... but what if that mean time turns out to be such an uncomfortably long period...

sure there's always a way out but what if, for the time being, you're stuck with it and chosing the way out would mean a new form of discomfort to you... each individual in his right mind would always try a hundred percent to do good and make the right moves and choices and that's why we always end up regretful... i guess it all boils down to simply being human...

being human is really a wonderful thing, i sure can live dealing with my own flaws but i just find it so hard to understand why i have deal and be victimized by other's flaws...