Sad... Happy And... Still Sad...

Hello Everyone...

Sad Part 1:

We are without a singer again... Yup, just like before... Sad to say, just as when we thought that Jinky was almost up to it... all of a sudden, she had to "fall a part"... Can't blame her though... And she did try i'm sure of it...

Not like the one before her... who had so much potential but lacked two of the most important "faculties" that God has given mankind: " Heart and Brain"... You know who you are... How dare you lash out on me like that, acusing me of things that people like you could only think of... You're not the type of person that i'd fall for... Don't believe in yourself too much... Naging mabait lang ako sa iyo nun because akala ko you were worth our time... Stupid me... i should've listened to what my friends were saying about you... I hope that someday, you'll get to realise how pathetic you are sometimes... dapat when i had my chance to straighten you out, i should've done it pero i didn't because i thought you'd be able to see it on your own... mali pala... Don't worry, you will someday... Okey ka rin naman kahit paano. i did saw some of it nung close pa tayo... Goodluck!!! and please lang, may isang picture ka dun sa multiply mo na sobrang nakakadiri... please lang tanggalin mo yun... baka may gumamit nun para sirain ka lang... pero kung proud ka dun, bahala ka...

Going back to Jinky, hope everything's fine with you... Just don't push yourself so hard... Know your limits and just stay calm... everything will be fine someday i think... we're just here for you... Sorry din kung masyado akong natuwa kasi masaya rin silang lahat...

Happy:

Last night Soft Pillow Kisses played at Route196... Selena (Yeeheeee!!!) was there to watch... Since Kel and Denis was sessioning for Pillow last night and Rene (SPK Bassist) know some candy songs, it tempted me to ask Selena to sing as Candyaudioline... I asked Sir Alex of Mint Car who happened to be the organizer last night if Candyaudioline could play a couple of songs right after the last act (The Late Isobel)... he said yes... So right after TLI's set, hurriedly set-up our gear and proceeded with the first of three songs... Beleive me, the best gig so far... i miss having Selena as a bandmate... Ang galing galing!!! I could feel how happy Kel and Dennis were after the set... Even Rene who was so terrified at doing an unprepared set shared our sentiments... Kel even went far as to personally ask Selena to sing for us in which Selena "regretfully" declined... All in all... we were all happy that night... i even forgot that Pillow played that night...

Sad Part 2:

Hearing Selena decline Kel's request made me really sad that night... well, that's fate for us... she's doing great with her band right now and i don't want to be in their way... i remember how i hated it when my bandmates were being asked to session or form a side project of sorts... what can i do... Candyaudioline's an "indie" band... Just happy at playing and doing well onstage and nothing more... No aspirations whatsoever of trying to be big... well that's what i think and what i want... just to play and play... make good if not really great songs... have people with the right ear acknowledge us and like the stuff the we dish out or even inspire others to walk the path that we chose to walk... and with it, making and having trully great friends that'll stay together even after our days as Candyaudioline...